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dunno why i feel gettin more weak. my chest gettin more often painful, seriously really hard to breathe. feels like my ribs was crushed by someone. and i lost my sight sometimes. i should always bring medicine to everywhere. i put it on my bag. and i hide it from my friends. when this disease starting to relapse, i always hiding myself from ppl around me. go to everywhere where nobody can see me and dying alone there. sometimes crying at night, asking God when this all will be end?, im so tormented.:(,